-_-"

Sorry for not updating as often as I could! Been damn busy these pass few days, working on the stupid culture essay about Pudu Jail and Pierre. Passed it up yesterday morning and slept the whole day after that! lol.

Was so hungry after submission, but was equally sleepy too! Too hungry to sleep yet too tired to get up for lunch. -_-"

Tried to CPR my CPU but it was a lost cause. Gonna bring it to the shop tomorrow. There goes my money. -_-"

Talking about money, I've just updated my cashbook, and without realizing, I've already spent *will not disclose!* on shopping. -_-"

Just finished watching episodes of Desperate Housewives, Ugly Betty, ANTM and currently on to Monk. Damn I love PPS! PPS is like, way better than television. -_-"

And can't wait for Langkawi trip! Eventhough.. yeah. haha. -_-"

Sry but my thoughts are just everywhere right now, will compile them into a more organized post next time. lol! byebye

*back to Monk*

I'm searching for mine too

I've always wished I can pour my heart and soul into this blog, but I can't.

I can't sleep as I have a lot of things going on in my mind. I know seperation is inevidable, but it still frightens me that I have to be alone next year. It's like freshmen year all over again.

During highschool I was never considered as the top student in class. I don't mind really, because add maths, physics and all the other science-related subjects were never my thing. The only thing I regretted was why I never join the Art Stream.

Only after leaving highschool that you start to see things clearly. Two streams were provided, not because of who is qualified, but because of what you are interested in. If I knew this earlier, I could have chosen a more suitable path for myself.

I don't mind being judge, because I am not ashamed. I used to, in the beginning, but not anymore. I admit that I still have many weaknesses that can be improved, and hopefully by the end of the year, there will be no more room for improvements =D

Anyway, right now, for the first time since I've stepped into the architecture field, I want to shout to the world that I feel alive! Dropping just 1 subject makes so much different! To those architecture students, the subject I'm talking about is Design, which is the heaviest creditted module in the course. So I think only u guys understand the significance of it. lol. I know I'll be sacrificing one year, unwillingly, but it might just be all worth it =)

To end this post, I would like to share with you guys Su Ann's recent post which was such an eye-opener for me - In Search of Sunrise

love u guys

d'oh!

Enjoy reruns of Simpsons =D Currently watching it backwards, as in, Season 20 > Season 6. Couldn't bear to watch the first season cause the animation was so bad! lol.

I enjoy Southpark, and Family guy too, cartoons I'm not suppose to laugh to, but do anyways. XD

happy birthday chienling!

current mood: =D

Just came back from celebrating angugu's birthday, even though it's just a small surprise, but hope she liked it!

We seriously are a bunch of indecisive people. Took us so long to choose just a simple cake! We've been standing at the counter for 10 minutes discussing which cake should we buy. And finally, when we actually decided on a cake and wanted to buy it, somebody took it away! Just in front us, we saw the cake being purchased and packed, and brought away by some other customer. SWT! Took us another few minutes to regret not choosing faster, and another 5 minutes to decided on the second cake. -_-

Anyway, after the hectic chore of cake choosing, we prepared everything and went over around 11:45pm.







Penny was already prosecuting her plan of keeping angugu in her room. We quietly sneaked into the house *forgot to silent my phone and penny kept messaging me! fumbled and quickly silence it cause getting starting to get dirty look from the guys -_-* but luckily they didn't hear me. we wanted to light the candle at the stairway so all the candles won't melt by the time we reached her, but halfway up, we suddenly heard angugu opening the door! We scrambled like lost mice to whatever hiding place we could find *at the storeroom*, but poor CW who was holding the cake had no place to hide, thus he quickly when to the nearest corner *which was just beside the staircase. lol* holding the cake high up as possible and try to be invisible. hahaha. Anyway, angugu didn't suspect anything and went back to her room *phew*




A reenactment of where CW was trying to hide! Can't imagine what would happen if she really came down. lol


Anyway, it was quite a success! Too bad she changed into her LKW cloths d. Cause previously she was wearing a lovely off shoulder dress!




Birthday girl!







group pic, but serpin not back yet! late! XD






give him a solo pic lah. since he's not in the group pic. lol








Didn't bother with the plates and all, just dug in!





*burp* you can actually finish a cake by using this method! lol.




candles bought from malacca 2 years ago! hahaha





Lastly, and again, happy birthday chienling!

I've retyped this post 5 times, and I still end up with just one sentence.. wth?

Happy Halloween!

Actually, we just wanted to find an excuse to go out for dinner. Since everybody has been coped up at home, rushing with design. We don't really celebrate Halloween anyway =S

Was bad that we didn't made any reservations beforehand, even worst when we decided to just spontaneously go for a 15 pax dinner on a Saturday. -_- Do you know how hard it is to find seats for 15 ppl during dinnertime on a Saturday?? lol. Took us half and hour searching for a restaurant, ended up at Nandos, which was better than Pizza Hut I guess? =P

Nando's @ Puchong IOI Mall.



(Sorry, but I hate their service! Kept calling them to refill our drinks, called for 5 times and all was like 'ok refill right? will get back to you' and just walked away, and never came back. -_- So pissed off! I straightaway took my cup to the counter and ask them to refill, PLEASE. So polite use please and u know what the waiter said?? 'Can't you see I'm busy??' Made, busy serving customers right? I'm not your customer ah?? Seriously. I couldn't think of a snappy remark at that time, so I just stared at him and placed my cup on the counter. He insisted that I went back to my seat and he will 'get right back to me'. Eh wei, the soda machine just right beside you and your peri-peri chicken damn hot ok! You lazy, then I go and refill myself lah, no big deal, save your energy time and effort. -_- Anyway, at the end he still help me refill my Sprite but with a fed up face. (we ordered Sprite in the first place and they kept giving tasteless SODA for 2 times. Thus we had to throw the soda to the vase beside us cause it tastes disgusting.) Purposely refilled till overflowing for me, ok, thank you lor. Mr Skinny malay waiter. Too bad I didn't get your name to thank you here.)

lol. sorry got a bit carried away. I just hate bad services. I'd rather have so-so food and great service than delicious A grade food served by rude waiters/waiteress. -_- No matter how nice it tastes, your mood will totally be spoilt by rude people, summore have to pay them service charge again... *grumbles*

haha.. ok ok. no more complaining already! on to more pictures!




See not, EXTRA HOT ok.













The class flowers~ hahaha.







One of our last few dinners I guess =(








Oh btw, Lim Yu Zhong was performing at a cafe on that same day! He had make-up on and looked a bit wierd =S



After dinner, guys went to play some snooker. Us girls, well, likes to take pictures. Or, have our pictures taken. hahaha. (Don't worry~ only posted 1,2,.. 3 ok!)

















In conjunction. =P







Foosball time!







Was my first time playing foosball, not bad for a beginner =P Pawned Loong at one point~ wahahah~







Yes we had colour contacts on, and I personally like Penny's Purple ones! So unique~





Hanging around~ Rampas the red chair from CW. hahaha. He said that the chair looks nice for pictures and we were like 'Oh yeah ha!' and sat down, totally covering the chair. lol.


Mamak as usual, chatted till 3am, was really tired but still enjoyed it. =)

So, that's how I celebrate my Halloween? Hahaha. Goodnight!

no more

Haiya, can't sleep lah!

I know I seldom write personal stuff here nowadays, but I just have to let this out to a friend.

I'm just bothered by something which happened recently. Somebody who hasn't talked to me for so long suddenly finds me when i'm not there, and when i do reply, they couldn't care less. Even when I wished you, all you replied was with that couldn't-be-bothered attitude.

What the hell?

And it's not just that. When somebody resents you, you immediately can feel it in your gut. And that was what I felt from you for all these time. You try so hard to cover it but it's so obvious. I didn't give much thought for all these time, but that was the last straw!

Still harbouring grudges at me? Still judging me? Angry at me? What?? What was it that made you resent me so much. I will never make the first move any more because it's your turn. I've had enough of being humiliated by your silence. And if you decide to skip it, then I guess this friendship is not worth saving anymore.